Birthday-ness
Well, I am officially 25 years old. Its hard to believe that I’m already 25 and yet on the other hand I can’t believe I’m only 25. I remember my oldest brother turning 25, giving him a card saying he was a quarter of a century old. Thinking it was o so funny. I can [...]
Discouragement
Why is it that discouragement comes so often and so easily? Why is it that “we”, and by we, I mean “I”, are so eager to listen to it over any sort of encouragement or positivity? Why do we believe the negativity so much more quickly than the edification? How is it that those words [...]
Discouraging thoughts
Why is it that discouragement comes so often and so easily? Why is it that “we”, and by we, I mean “I”, are so eager to listen to it over any sort of encouragement or positivity? Why do we believe the negativity so much more quickly than the edification? How is it that those words [...]
Trust = Love
Dreaming is one of my favorite pass times. I find myself doing a lot more of it these days. I also find myself getting frustrated with what I view as lack. Lack of knowledge. Lack of understanding. Lack of finances to go and do what I think would benefit me or our family. I heard [...]
Prayer
My momma prayed for me since before I was born, then especially while she was pregnant with me and has for the rest of my born days. In fact, when she was married to her previous husband she asked the Lord for a little girl like her sister had. Her husband was not having another [...]
A cry from the depths…
Jesus, what is it that You want from me? What kind of attitude do You want out of me? I need to know!!! I am so conflicted inside from so many directions. I don’t understand most things that has happened in my life, or what is happening right now. I’m okay with that. You are [...]
Dreams & Expectations
Kevin is officially home for a good while! Yay!!! They started their local project Monday, hopefully meaning he will be home for a long time ahead. That makes for one very happy momma! We have spent our first week in our home together. It has been so fabulous. Who knew that a stove and fridge [...]
Our new home
For the last few weeks, Kevin has been working out of town in Hobbs at a school and in Eunice at a uranium enrichment plant. He been gone a lot with visits at home on the weekend. This last week was especially difficult with a mandatory six day work week, with only twenty-four hours at [...]
9 weeks
Good morning ladies and gents. Another week has passed and I’m officially 9 weeks along. To say the least its been a hard week. It has been one of testing and trying of every ounce of patience and grace left in my reserves. Who knew that being pregnant would change so much? Who knew that [...]
8 weeks
Life is astonishing. The process and creation of life astounds me. To look at all that has been and is going on inside of me understanding that God had this life ordained from the foundations of the world. He truly is an amazing God! All that takes place in a woman’s body to make way [...]
